Roller Coaster Ride

Photo: Amy Lynn

For the past couple of months, I thought to myself,
when will this ride ever end?
When you go through a break up there are so many
ups and downs. You don't know if you're coming or going.
I don't think I have ever experienced such a roller coaster of emotions.
And of course the moment you stop thinking about how to get off, is when it happens.
The ride will end at some point on its own.
I also wondered, how would I feel when I meet the next man
in my life?
Would I be scared and shut him out? Or would I be open to taking a chance?
Well I now have the answer, and I'm pleased to say...
It looks like I'm open to taking a chance!
It's all very new and who knows where it will go.
But at least I know that I'm not afraid to get back on the roller coaster.


                                                                            Amy xo

A New Year

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So a new year is here and I am very excited to see what 2011 will bring.
I must say 2010 had to have been one of the highlights in my life.
Even though it ended with heartache.
But somehow it makes me want to love and be loved even more.
Once you experience love, you just want to keep on having that feeling.
The nice thing about starting over is you can be whatever want,
To whoever you want.
So Happy New Year everybody!
I hope everybody finds LOVE, happiness and whatever else you're looking for.


                                                                              Amy xo

The Bartender

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Why you never date the bartender. 
Because as soon as he gives you that drink, 
That magic potion, that will fill you up with joy, 
In the end that's all he's giving you, a temporary high. 
Watch out because as soon as you turn your head for just even a second,
He's on to the next...

 Watch out girls...

                                                                             Amy xo 

Funny Love

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It's funny how someone can make you a believer in love,
Is the same someone who can make you believe less then before.
But that's ok because it now forces us to believe in the most important
thing...ourselves.
And then it all comes full circle. Now that we can start believing in ourselves,
we can now believe in love again, without fear. 

Even though I found and lost love, I still believe in love. In order to
find it again, I must mourn the love for my friend. Everyday is work to
escape thoughts of him, unfortunately I can't escape my dreams. I miss
him. 

                                                                           Amy xo